crush
I was hoping that this day wouldn't come. At least, not so soon.
Recently, I developed a crush on someone who also happens to be a senior of mine. We barely interact with each other and I dreamt of him once and that was it. It doesn't make any sense that I'm falling for him, don't you think? Why would I fall for someone whom I don't even talk to?
But, oh God, just looking at him fills my stomach with butterflies. It gets worse when he looks at me back. Am I in love or am I scared of him? geez. Maybe, it could be both.
My last relationship ended a year ago, and I never had feelings towards anyone ever since.. until now. So it makes me wonder, am I just bored? Is that why I'm having some random crush on a random guy? I want to throw this feeling away. It's distracting. I felt nothing towards him before so why now? I just can't accept it. It doesn't feel, uh, natural?
For now I'll just let it be and hope that it goes away.
UPDATE:
The feeling's gone, babes. I am now free from unwanted and unnecessary feelings 😋 (for now)
Recently, I developed a crush on someone who also happens to be a senior of mine. We barely interact with each other and I dreamt of him once and that was it. It doesn't make any sense that I'm falling for him, don't you think? Why would I fall for someone whom I don't even talk to?
But, oh God, just looking at him fills my stomach with butterflies. It gets worse when he looks at me back. Am I in love or am I scared of him? geez. Maybe, it could be both.
My last relationship ended a year ago, and I never had feelings towards anyone ever since.. until now. So it makes me wonder, am I just bored? Is that why I'm having some random crush on a random guy? I want to throw this feeling away. It's distracting. I felt nothing towards him before so why now? I just can't accept it. It doesn't feel, uh, natural?
For now I'll just let it be and hope that it goes away.
UPDATE:
The feeling's gone, babes. I am now free from unwanted and unnecessary feelings 😋 (for now)
haha, i feel you sis! xD I also face the same problem. I have a crush on this guy for 4 semesters, I always feel butterflies in my stomach everytime I see him walking or sitting around me. But then I found out he already has a gf :) It broke my heart a lot hahaha and I'm still in the process of moving on
ReplyDeletesighh,, life dont always work how we want it to be, am i rite? moving on is not easy but i wish u all the strength and best to keep going, bbg! <3
DeleteI think it's normal for human to have feelings towards another human. My last relationship was like 5 years ago and now instead of real human I only have crush on anime characters. I think I'm the weird one here
ReplyDeletei mean, there's nothing wrong with it, (i have some anime character crushes myself huehu) and let's be honest, written characters are far more likeable/easy to like than real people so i dont blame u sis xx
DeleteI miss the feeling of having a crush. i've read somewhere that if the crush lasts more than 3 months then it might not be just a crush anymore.
ReplyDelete!!!! that was me before! it's been a while since i had any real life crushes and i actually miss liking another human being romantically. but now that it's happening, im.... not digging it LMAO. mine's two/three weeks so far and, knowing my love life, i hope it doesn't exceed three months huhu ;-;
Deleteit's okay to have a crush......mine already into my crush for 4 years..then i realized that..i am the one who desperate..lol so i stop,and pray to God,may i found a true love..ceh! best of luck to you! =P
ReplyDeletebest of luck to you too, sis! xx
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