sick

While I'm typing up this post, know that my lymph nodes are being attacked and I am thisclose to having a fever. I'm supposed to be in Sound Design class right now but unfortunately my body decides to be all weird and squirmish. I'm at my mom's workplace, waiting for her meeting to end so that I can go see a doctor after this. This place is so freaking cold. Not helping with my current state at all. My hands and legs are shivering and it feels like there's a war going on inside my body. My throat feels like sandpaper and tastes bitter; gross. Not to mention, there's a huge painful lump in my mouth which, after further inspection, turns out to be a really big ulcer. I feel like a living dead. But then again, I'd say from the outside, I look fine. And my body temperature is normal, I think. Which is worrying me because what if the doctor doesn't believe that I'm sick and decides not to give me an MC? I can't afford losing attendance. Not this early. It's only week 3, ugh. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna have to skip classes on the last weeks of the semester. I don't want to get barred. It'll be so inconvenient. And I'm really tired.


I'm worried if I'm not able to go through this semester. Gradually getting weaker with every semester passing by. So are my grades and pointers. It's disappointing. Should I take LOA? Would taking some time off from Uni make me passionate and determined again? Or maybe I'm just wallowing in self pity and need to stop giving excuses. Either way, I need to make a decision quick.

UPDATE:
OK so it turns out to be a fever. Shocker. I was given, like, five medicines. Good luck finishing the antibiotics lol.

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10 comments:

  1. Get well soon and don't forget to rest.

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  2. Get well soon!

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  3. get well soon you! be sure to finish the antibiotics haha

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    1. thank you!! but aaa i feel so guilty because it's been two weeks since i had the fever and i still havent finished the antibiotics :-))))

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  4. hopefully you will get better! i think its the fever season because i have one too and it sucks that i have to skip my classes urgh

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    1. thank you! and yes i'm feeling so much better now �� i understand! i dont like skipping classes too. well, not when i dont have too :-\

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  5. Aww, december is hard for some people. Me and my family also close to have fever and for me, I got terrible sinus sampai beli 3 air humidifier terus because I can't stand the air in my house.

    Hope you will feel much better soon :)

    And by the way, I love your Spotify playlist. I'm writing this comment listening to them haha

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    1. I wish I have an air humidifier, that sounds really refreshing haha. Thank you, I've been feeling better and I hope you and your family are feeling better as well :-)

      And thank you again, I really appreciate that you took your time listening to my playlist ;-; <3 I hope you liked my song suggestions~

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