While I'm typing up this post, know that my lymph nodes are being attacked and I am thisclose to having a fever. I'm supposed to be in Sound Design class right now but unfortunately my body decides to be all weird and squirmish. I'm at my mom's workplace, waiting for her meeting to end so that I can go see a doctor after this. This place is so freaking cold. Not helping with my current state at all. My hands and legs are shivering and it feels like there's a war going on inside my body. My throat feels like sandpaper and tastes bitter; gross. Not to mention, there's a huge painful lump in my mouth which, after further inspection, turns out to be a really big ulcer. I feel like a living dead. But then again, I'd say from the outside, I look fine. And my body temperature is normal, I think. Which is worrying me because what if the doctor doesn't believe that I'm sick and decides not to give me an MC? I can't afford losing attendance. Not this early. It's only week 3, ugh. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna have to skip classes on the last weeks of the semester. I don't want to get barred. It'll be so inconvenient. And I'm really tired.


I'm worried if I'm not able to go through this semester. Gradually getting weaker with every semester passing by. So are my grades and pointers. It's disappointing. Should I take LOA? Would taking some time off from Uni make me passionate and determined again? Or maybe I'm just wallowing in self pity and need to stop giving excuses. Either way, I need to make a decision quick.

UPDATE:
OK so it turns out to be a fever. Shocker. I was given, like, five medicines. Good luck finishing the antibiotics lol.