Hey, sweeties. It's currently 1AM and I can't sleep and I have to get ready by 6 and I haven't packed anything and I also haven't done my 800 words essay which is due next week. That's just how it is but whatever because I am going to share some sweet tunes right here in this post just to make me feel better.


Shout out to @Chris for his post which inspired me to make this post. I feel like this music recommendation thing will be something worth making a new category for. All of my posts have tags so check em out ;-)

Anyways,

♡ I would do anything for you - Foster The People
♡ Four out of five - Arctic Monkeys
♡ These days - Wallows
♡ You should see me in a crown - Billie Eilish
♡ New light - John Mayer
♡ Levitate - Twenty One Pilots
♡ Maybe we're meant to be alone - Bad Suns
♡ HANN (Alone) - (G)I-DLE

If you click on the hearts (♡) it will direct you to the song on YouTube, just to make it easier for you.

I personally am open to any kind of music genres and languages. As long as it sounds good to me, I'm sold. Also, I hope that I introduced you to something new and I hope you find it as nice to listen to as I do. If you got anything that you wanna share, which is awesome, the comment section and chatbox is always open for song suggestions xx

Thank you @Rasya for dropping by and leaving your Am I A Bad Blogger tag post link which I found to be quite interesting and since I currently have some free time, I decided to join in as well. Feel free to leave your own AIABB tag post in the comment section or chatbox if you want xx


Are you a book blogger?
I'm not entirely sure what a "book blogger" is. But based on my minimal research and from what I understand, I don't think I fit the qualifications of a book blogger so therefore, no.

Do you have 100 or more followers?
I only have one (1) follower. Which is not surprising because this blog is somewhat new and not many people blog nowadays so it's not really frequent to have people visiting your site now and let alone following, ya know?

Do you blog daily?
No, I don't.

Do you read other blogs daily?
Daily, no. But I do read them whenever I'm online. Especially the blogs that I follow.

Do you comment on lots of blog posts?
Seldom. But I always leave a message on chat boxes ;-)

Do you use social media for your blog?
No, because I'm going for anon blogging so I don't really promote my social media here.

Do you participate in memes?

Do you write original content/discussion posts?
Yes, I do. Most of them are personal. I'm a really emotional person and I don't exactly have friends that I could/want to talk to so here is where I rant and vent. (Not trying to sound sad. I love my friends, really. It's just that I don't trust them.)

Do you have authors on your blog?
Yes. Me, and all of my self on different emotions.

Are you a grammar nazi?
Honestly, yes but I don't point it out publicly. I judge them silently. Sometimes I make grammar mistakes for fun so I wonder if other people are purposefully doing it too.

Are you plain, vanilla, boring and bland?
I like to think that I'm not.

Are you a follower of the power of positivity and are always positive?
I'm a follower BUT I'm not always positive. Let's be real, it's not easy to stay positive. Not everyone has strong will and mind. I have my ups and downs but I love it when I'm positive. Makes everything seem a little less shitty :-)

Are you and your blog awesome?
Ye

I was hoping that this day wouldn't come. At least, not so soon.

Recently, I developed a crush on someone who also happens to be a senior of mine. We barely interact with each other and I dreamt of him once and that was it. It doesn't make any sense that I'm falling for him, don't you think? Why would I fall for someone whom I don't even talk to?

But, oh God, just looking at him fills my stomach with butterflies. It gets worse when he looks at me back. Am I in love or am I scared of him? geez. Maybe, it could be both.

My last relationship ended a year ago, and I never had feelings towards anyone ever since.. until now. So it makes me wonder, am I just bored? Is that why I'm having some random crush on a random guy? I want to throw this feeling away. It's distracting. I felt nothing towards him before so why now? I just can't accept it. It doesn't feel, uh, natural?

For now I'll just let it be and hope that it goes away.



UPDATE:
The feeling's gone, babes. I am now free from unwanted and unnecessary feelings 😋 (for now)